Do you ever just get that warm, inexplicable feeling in your heart? It's not even like you have to try to be happy, you just are? But it's in that moment you are falling in love with someone who barely even knows you exist. And you want to laugh and cry at the same time because you know this person could be so amazing for you but you have such a hard time opening up and explaining yourself that it's unfathomable to think they could ever love you.
You spend your last waking moments before going to sleep every night making up scenarios that will never happen. But they keep you going because you are hopeful that one day you will receive that deep, passionate love from someone. And for now that will have to be enough because you are so afraid to even open up to someone because of the possibility of getting hurt. Being alone hurts less than a broken heart.
